Purple kisses of love

kid cudi ft kanye west poker face

2009-07-27T13:04:00.000-07:00

Im BaCCKkkK!!!

2009-07-26T15:58:00.000-07:00

So your girl is back with a brand new bang!! I'm so excited to finally be back on the grind. I was distracted for a lil bit but now that I've been in the world where I belong I realized that shit is serious right now and now is not the time to bs! Exspecially when your own, in school, and providing for yourself....hmmm!!!

well get ready for more fashion tips, dos and donts, and yes the new video blogging lol okie dokes

xoxo

Ultra

2009-06-08T16:56:00.001-07:00

Yo I had told Paige...I can't remember who he look like but I know it had to do with Rob from day 26 and somebody else...ooo well lol

Happy Bday Mr West

2009-06-08T16:44:00.000-07:00

Happy 31st bday to Mr Kanye West he definetly deserves to be happy...Hope everythings going well and dont get to stressed your to Louis for that lol

The real me Take 1

2009-06-05T12:06:00.000-07:00

so i decided to show a lil bit of me dont laugh at the hair or the makeup its a rainy day and im not getting pretty hope you enjoy

ciao,

Ultra

paranoid

2009-06-05T11:48:00.000-07:00

rihanna's makeup is really cute and her hair looks really nice the video is iight

Check out my boo A.O

2009-06-05T10:55:00.002-07:00

yes yes yall its ya boy A>O from the BX...listen to this nigga he nice

Yo this is my movie

2009-06-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

Yo me and Paige was sitting here talking about this movie had to put it on the blog

Twilight Part II baby!!

2009-06-04T08:36:00.000-07:00

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON trailer

I'm so excited and can't wait to see it!

the jerk

2009-06-03T20:13:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me!!!

2009-05-29T14:34:00.000-07:00

Yes a diva was born May 26, 1989 and now the age 20....I had such a great time on my bday with the sweet heart Montae. Life is getting better it just takes 1 step at a time but 2moro night is a night out with the girls

Which 1 to choose?

2009-05-29T14:29:00.000-07:00

I dont know which one to choose for 2moro cuz your girl definetly gotta look bad for a night out on the town with her girls

PUsh is back

2009-05-29T14:25:00.000-07:00

I'll do whatever it takes!!

2009-05-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

I really really want this bag and will do whatever it takes lol plus i need it for my California trip anyway!!

OBSESSED

2009-05-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

Yo I really loved this movie. Not just because of Beyonce, but because I couldn't stop laughing. Me and Nique was dieing about this movie. And who can't keep there eyes off that sexy chocolate man? I might of been obsessed to. OOO Beyonce got a lil hood on us when it was time to whip homegirls ass...she definetly did her thing lol and the lil boy was 2 cute!!

I got a twitter!!!

2009-04-20T20:44:00.001-07:00

Just like everyone else but its pretty cool...I started it yesterday

www.twitter.com/ultrajusaintavg

Sorry I been gone...but heres whats been going on in my life

2009-04-20T20:11:00.000-07:00

these past months have been the hardest months of my life. I've lost gained and learned at the same time. It made me learn to appreciate what I do have. Also to realize not to take things for granted. My year hasn't just become something new but it also changed the person I am. And showed me who was real and there for me and who wasn't. It also brought blessings that made me happy and realize that I'm worth it all...well people I will be back with more celeb gossip, videos, magazine covers, what and what not to wear, love, poems, and advice. Just give me a chance 2 get my life 2 gether and I promise I'll be back with the dopest shit lol

ciao for now,

ultra

So beautiful by Musiq Soulchild

2009-03-06T08:46:00.000-08:00

Musiq Soulchild - "sobeautiful"

Prom Queen by Lil Wayne

2009-03-06T08:42:00.000-08:00

Blame it by Jamie Foxx

2009-03-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

Jamie Foxx ft. T-Pain NEW MUSIC VIDEO "Blame It"

T.I. on the cover of VIBE

2009-03-06T08:39:00.001-08:00

Chris Brown's Arraignment

2009-03-06T08:24:00.000-08:00

MTV Shows

Annettes B'day was popping

2009-02-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

Annettes Bday was od popping we had so much fun lol and cant wait to do it again Sex in the City is definetly in process next is Paigers bday and mine we're too cute love you guys mucho...and Annette is the spanish im sorry caramel Beyonce lol she definetly did it with those legs and toes out in 27 degree weather!!! you go girl!!

Happy 21st Bday Rihanna!!!

2009-02-20T09:06:00.000-08:00

UPDATE: A photo that appears to be Rihanna’s face with bruises, scratches and swelling from an attack allegedly at the hands of boyfriend Chris Brown was posted Thursday night by TMZ.
The close-up image shows a welt above each of the woman’s eyebrows, marks on her cheek and around her lips, and general swelling. TMZ did not say how it obtained the photo, when it was taken or by whom. Hours after the photo was posted, the Los Angeles Police Department launched an internal investigation and asked for the public’s help in finding the person who leaked it.
A police news release said the image “has the appearance” of one taken during a domestic violence investigation, and classified its release as a case of serious misconduct that could result in termination.Asked earlier Thursday whether he could confirm the photo’s origin, LAPD Officer Jason Lee said only that the department had not released images of the woman who accused Brown, and would not release evidence photos. A spokeswoman for the district attorney said all evidence related to the case was still with police.U’Umbrella’ singer Rihanna is reportedly unsure about helping police build a case against boyfriend Chris Brown, who left her with facial bruising and severe headaches a week after an alleged fight took place.

Yo im so sorry this happened to this girl my prayers go out to her and her family!!!

Chris Brown speaks out...

2009-02-18T07:20:00.000-08:00

Brown said "Words cannot begin to express how sorry and saddened I am over what transpired. I am seeking the counseling of my pastor, my mother and other loved ones and I am committed, with God's help, to emerging a better person. Much of what has been speculated or reported on blogs and/or reported in the media is wrong. While I would like to be able to talk about this more, until the legal issues are resolved, this is all I can say except that I have not written any messages or made any posts to Facebook, on blogs or any place else. Those posts or writing under my name are frauds."

Who's story do we believe?

Happy Valentines Day!!!!!

2009-02-14T05:44:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines day to all you believers out there unfortunately my Valentines days are never happy smfh!! Mr Marcus is in the hospital in Coney Island so we're going to spend our V-day in the hospital and then he's gonna go to his moms so he could rest...I'snt that great!!! I mean don't get me wrong I'm not upset because I wasn't gonna see him period being that he had to work all day so this little bit of time I'm definetly gonna cherish (being sarcastic) Well I hope everyone has a wonderful V-day filled with love and all the gushy stuff...Remember people wrap it up and have fun lets try no breakups and My Valentines are always Kimberly, Paige, Annette, Kwanique, and Jaden love you guys muchos

ciao

Are these 2 officially over?

2009-02-12T06:28:00.000-08:00

You know what...The truth is we dont know niether one of they're stories all we know is that they were in a car accident and they both swung at each other...who hit who 1st might be a question. All I know is these two are both great artist and they need to get themselves together. Whether it be together, moving on, or alone.

The GrAMMYz

2009-02-12T06:17:00.001-08:00

Jennifer Hudson is one of the strongest people I know...After going through the deaths of 3 people including her Mother, It would probably take me a minute to get back to my normal self...The song she sang at the grammyz brought me to tears and gave me goose bumps. I'm just so proud of her and I hope she continues to go on with her career...bc thats what her mother would want her to do!!!

These brothers definetly did they're thing on the grammys i honestly think this was one of the highlights on the show or maybe I just got tired to listening to country music lol dont worry I'm not hating just saying...

M.I.A. gets all the props even though she looked tacky as hell at the grammyz she was due on the same night smfh so niggas need to suck her toes cuz I would of sat in a throne chair or something if I was carrying my baby and it was supposed to come out the same night.

I MET T.I.!!!

2009-02-12T06:06:00.001-08:00

Yesterday while looking in the Rugby store for this tote bag with Kwanique we found something better. It was pretty funny how it happened lol me and kwanique were just minding our own business walked past the register. Kwanique recognized him I just thought he was some fly dude until I looked again and realized who it was...And boy was he on point...He had a Rugby coat on stutting on us and he was just so humble. No body guards just shopping...But anyway we left and we were standing outside the store and he came out...I was shook but I had to say something like how you dont say nothing to T.I.? So when he walked out I said HI smfh like I was 12 or something he shook my hand, bit his lip and said how you doing gorgeous and I guess he knew how nervous I was to say something so he made me feel even more special lol I just felt bad for Jaden because she is in love with this man and would die for the chance to meet him

CAM DoLLAs is Here!!!

2009-02-06T12:02:00.001-08:00

Yes my godson Cameron Jason is here...he is so precious he was born Monday, February 2nd 2009 at 10pm wieghing 8 pounds and 10 ozs...He is such a sweetie and he got dimples!!! Ladies watch out!!!

Went to Tasha and David Shower

2009-02-06T11:45:00.000-08:00

Monique, Me and Tasha @ THE SHOWER

Me looking fabulous of course!!

Boys boys and more boys

cant catch me off guard!!

Ladies definetly did thier things from the pregnant woman to the grandmother lol shit was popping!!!

charlie bit me ='(

2009-01-30T11:48:00.000-08:00

Lions Tigers and Bears by Jasmine Sullivan

2009-01-30T11:45:00.000-08:00

Jazmine Sullivan - Lions, Tigers & Bears

Kiesha on Vibe

2009-01-30T11:43:00.000-08:00

Not really feeling the cover...Its creative lol but not really cute at all...

I love SONIA RYKIEL!!

2009-01-28T17:48:00.000-08:00

what a stud

2009-01-28T17:44:00.001-08:00

Add edge to any ensemble with these embellished moccasins from Jeffrey Campbell. Between their deep-plum hue, soft suede exterior, and rock 'n' roll rivets, these flats have heavy-metal appeal.

Jeffrey Campbell suede flat, $75

Sunny Day

2009-01-28T17:41:00.000-08:00

Protect your precious peepers with these shades from Philosophy di Alberta Ferretti. In two-toned plastic, these sunglasses are the perfect way to brighten up any winter get-up.
Philosophy di Alberta Ferretti plastic sunglasses, $395. (310) 625-9000.

I love you Keysha but why the nose JOB!!!!

2009-01-28T17:22:00.001-08:00

I know this is clear evidence but this can't be true...I mean she does look better...

Daddy's Girls

2009-01-28T15:47:00.001-08:00

Well Angela and Vanessa are definetly doing they're thing in the pastry industry they recently opened a store in the UK, and have a show called Daddy's Girls that comes on MTV. Not only are they doing they're thing but whoever does thier hair should get an oscar. Because lately these females have been looking fabulous. But make sure you watch the show on MTV and upgrade ur weaves sisters lol!!

I'm so special by Movado

2009-01-28T15:41:00.001-08:00

Bow wow PLEASE!!!

2009-01-28T15:17:00.001-08:00

Fresh Prince Ghetto Remix

2009-01-28T15:13:00.001-08:00

Yo this shit is so funny!!!

A Familys TRAGEDY

2009-01-28T11:58:00.000-08:00

"Today our worst fear was realized," said Deputy Chief Kenneth Garner. "It's just not a solution. There's just so many ways you find alternatives to doing something so horrific and drastic as this."
Ervin Lupoe removed three of the children from school about a week and a half ago, saying the family was moving to Kansas, the principal told KCAL-TV. Crescent Heights Elementary School Principal Cherise Pounders-Caver said nothing seemed to be troubling Ervin Lupoe, and she did not ask why the family was moving.
Kaiser Permanente Medical Center West Los Angeles released a statement confirming Lupoe and his wife were fired as medical technicians more than a week ago. The hospital said the firings followed an internal investigation but would not specify why they lost their jobs.
The letter indicated that Lupoe and his wife — both 40 — had been investigated for misrepresenting their employment to an outside agency to obtain childcare. He claimed that an administrator told the couple on Dec. 23: "You should not even had bothered to come to work today you should have blown your brains out."
Lupoe's letter said the couple complained to the human resources department and eventually were offered an apology but two days later they were fired.
"They did nothing to the manager who stated such and did not attempt to assist us in the matter, knowing we have no job and five children under 8 years with no place to go. So here we are," the note said.
At the bottom of the letter, Lupoe wrote, "Oh lord, my God, is there no hope for a widow's son?" The phrase is frequently found in Internet discussions about the novel "The Da Vinci Code," Freemasons and Mormonism.

p.s. My prayers go out to the members of his family and I hope that before it gets this rough I hope that people think before they're actions because it is alot going on right now but there is also help...So people pray everyday there is a way out

T.O.N.Y.

2009-01-27T16:25:00.001-08:00

FOR ALL YOU SOLANGE FANS THE VIDEO IS HERE!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG LISTEN TO THE LYRICS IF YOU AINT ON IT

Bow wow PLEASE

2009-01-27T16:16:00.000-08:00

Ok this Nigga definetly thinks he's Diddy smfh!! He didn't even say thankyou for the boy handing him the damn OJ smfh who doe's he think he is???

He was NOTORIOUS!!!!

2009-01-26T13:47:00.000-08:00

So last night i went to go see the Biggie Movie with my sister Jaden and my friend Kwanique. I really loved the movie they put all of his hits in there and alot of the actors really did they're thing. Well everybody except for the guy that played Tupac. I felt like he should of studied him a little better. By the way the girl from 3lw definetly did her thing in the movie. I was very proud of her. But didnt enjoy all of the nakedness lol. The movie was a big hit and I can't wait to have it on dvd. I just really wish that the story wasn't true. That Biggie didnt have to die so freaking young. This movie really touched my heart...I cried like a baby at the end of the movie. Also did anyone know that the little boy who played biggie was Biggies son? I think he did an excellent job he was to cute and those glasses were fly lol

P.s. Please don't go to 42nd St's AMC theatre. The people are very rude and have no kind of customer service skills. I was about to get ghetto smfh ooo well at least I enjoyed the movie lol

TK speaks about the breakup with Angela!!!

2009-01-26T13:25:00.000-08:00

Honestly I think he's full of shit I honestly believe that he wanted more in the relationship sexually and Angela wants to wait til marriage and if he really cared he would respect that...But what can I say he's a guy...

Private Affair by G swagger and Yung Juggz

2009-01-26T13:21:00.000-08:00

Yes they definetly did they're thing in this video...And shout out to Francy aka Tracchild!! I see you mama's

Victoria Beckham's Armani Underwear AD

2009-01-26T13:19:00.000-08:00

Armani Underwear AD

2009-01-26T12:15:00.000-08:00

Thinking of you by Katy Perry

2009-01-26T12:12:00.001-08:00

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

Kanye Speaks!!!

2009-01-26T12:11:00.001-08:00

A message from kwest on Vimeo.

My President is Black

2009-01-26T12:04:00.000-08:00

Beyonce got a banging role finally!!!

2009-01-26T12:01:00.001-08:00

Halo by Beyonce

2009-01-03T17:08:00.001-08:00

Diva by Beyonce

2009-01-03T17:06:00.001-08:00

Obama plays 3 on 3

2008-12-18T11:34:00.000-08:00

La Dolce Vita

2008-12-02T10:17:00.000-08:00

LOVE LETTERS
Sigita wears an Alexander Wang knit vest, about $355. Rare Donna cropped vest, about $220. Jill Stuart Collection blouse, about $394. Jean-Claude Jitrois pants. Antik Batik flats, about $215.

FRILL RIDE
Sigita wears a Chris Bezn collar, about $325. Converse by John Varvatos jacket, about $265. D&G blouse. Jean-Claude Jitrois pants. Bernstock Speirs for Unconditional headband. CC Skye bracelet, about $245.

"Make a major statement by topping a prim bow blouse with piles of chains."
Sigita wears an H&M blazer, about $40. D&G blouse, about $345. Jean-Claude Jitrois trousers. CC Skye cuff, about $325, and cuff bracelet, about $200. Fallon Bib necklace with black crosses. Isaac Manevitz for Ben-Amun chain necklace, about $420-$470 each. Thea Grant necklace with vintage crosses, about $275.
And I must say I absolutely love Sigita's outfit!!

CHAIN REACTION
"Perfect your pout with Bonne Belle lip lites glossy tint lip balm in watermelon sorbet"
Sigita wears a BB Dakota Jacket. Alice Ritter blouse. Ruffian crochet leggings.

Flight of Fancy
Sigita wears a Moncler jacket. BB Dakota top, about $78. Topshop leggings, about $28.

Palazzo Mocenigo
"A short-and-sweet dress in jewel-bright velvet lightens up the drama"
Sigita wears a See by Chloé dress. Yves Saint Laurent t-strap sandals.

Terrace Over the Rialto Bridge
"Toughen up a fairy-tale feather frock with black vinyl leggings."
Sigita wears a Luisa Beccharia feathered dress. Kova & T. latex leggings, about $160. Erickson Beamon necklace, about $430.

P.s. this pic is so romantic!!='(

I did it again!!!

2008-12-02T10:00:00.001-08:00

Ok the sad thing is I really wanted to go to school to prefill my dreams in the fashion world, and to open more doors. But the problem is I dont have the drive to do it anymore!!! Like I really hate school which makes me wonder if I should just continue to just go with networking. Like it works but it makes it a little easier to get into the door. I dont know I'm lost!!

Today was so wierd because I was so tired and didnt even work the night before...I basically just spent time with the lil bro and watched The Steve Wilkos show. Then I had mac n cheese and left over sweet potaetoe pie lol. I didn't even go to class!! smh!!!

Me and Nique are supposed to be going to go look for a job so hopefully we find something. I'm tired of living from pay check to pay check!! Our economy sucks!!!

Rihanna rocks Givenchy

2008-12-02T09:56:00.000-08:00

She is definetly making sure she gets her name out there...I'm loving the chain...2 bad I cant afford it lol =(

For the Record

2008-12-01T17:37:00.000-08:00

For the Record is Britneys new show about her life and what she has gone through for the past year. I really feel bad for Britney because she was hurt and had no one in her corner. Everyone wants to talk about her. But never once lived her life!

I had to put this up!!

2008-12-01T17:27:00.000-08:00

These past couple of months have been the greatest of my life. I mean we've had our ups and downs but at the end of the day we have each other. I feel like you have to live life until the fullest!! Because when you don't you'll regret it...And I dont regret anything in life I take it as a learning lesson. I also wanted to say sorry to Jessica French I dont have the strength to say it to her face because I feel like everyone deserves a chance even if they did you wrong...And even if you hurt me I can say I definetly was wrong for cursing you out and I'm sorry. Life is too short!!

Sneak peak of Cadillac Records

2008-12-01T17:23:00.000-08:00

I'm so excited to see this movie!!! My girl is coming back and coming back as a legend!!!

My girl is definetly singing from the heart...Cuz I definetly felt whatever pain she was singing when she sung this song. Go see the movie!!!

Playa Cards Right by Keisha Coles ft Tupac

2008-12-01T17:10:00.000-08:00

barbie Doll?

2008-11-23T14:23:00.000-08:00

Yes it is true Rihanna is coming out with her new Barbie kinda cute right? In its own funny lil way lol...

Turning me on by Keri Hilson

2008-11-23T14:21:00.000-08:00

Lily Allen on the cover of NYLON

2008-11-23T14:18:00.000-08:00

Omg I so love this girl!!! Y did she have to leave for so long?

Chocolate Penis everywhere!!!

2008-11-23T14:10:00.001-08:00

Lots of chocolate everywhere...And I mean physical to...Enjoyed my time at my Aunt Lashawns Bridal party. Alot of people aren't able to go with her to Africa to get married. But we decided to celebrate before she left.

Tattoo heart collection

2008-11-23T14:07:00.001-08:00

Im exqausted!!

2008-11-07T10:10:00.001-08:00

Mad tired smfh I'm even falling a sleep while I write this damn blog lol...But anyways I started my job its ok...Last night I worked from 10pm-7am and then went to class at 9am I dont know how well this is gonna work but I just hope that I could work it out because I really been tryna save up so I can get the hell out of New York and it hasnt been easy...But imma get at yall another time bc I'm falling a sleep just thought I would keep yall updated since I havent been up here lately. OOO 1 more thing Beyonce album is on fire she got some songs for the ladies this time lol. I mean she always does but you know what I mean...

ciao for now

sonia by sonia rykiel

2008-11-07T09:53:00.000-08:00

wool cardigan, (650) 375-1933

i really really like this sweater I think it looks really fun and cute to rock on a nice fall day!!

gemini (May 21-June 20th)

2008-11-07T09:44:00.000-08:00

Your suspicious mind will be working overtime this week, but don't let it run your life. While it's always smart to question motives, analyzing everything to pieces is not. To balance out your mind, keep comfortable in layered knits. Casual styles will sooth you into thinking optimistically and staying grounded.

p.s. My birthday will be here in a few months and I have to plan early also I will be excepting birthday gifts lol...But yea if you have any ideas let me know
You got 6 months
goodluck!!

Heartless by Kanye West

2008-11-07T09:39:00.001-08:00

I had to do it

2008-11-06T10:37:00.001-08:00

I know that Billionaire Boys Club is done with unless you belong to the group but I just think this Jacket is so fresh. And its only $550 I dont know what do you think?

One more drink by Ludacris ft T Pain

2008-11-06T10:33:00.001-08:00

Rihanna and Gucci?

2008-11-06T10:25:00.000-08:00

Yes people the rumor is true. Rihanna is now the new face of Gucci I personally love the haircut. It's very Kelis

Pop Champagne Video by ROn broWz ft Jim Jones and JuElz

2008-11-06T10:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Diddy

2008-11-06T10:20:00.000-08:00

Well it looks like Diddy got his bday gift lol...All the vote or die and documentarys helped out!!! All he wanted for his bday was a black president...Happy Birthday Diddy

OBAMA WON!!!!

2008-11-05T04:55:00.000-08:00

Yes people it is official Obama is our President. All the pain and suffering that us black have went through and the denial that we could never amount to anything has been broken. We could be who ever we wanna be and if you have a dream you could do it. Obama is the first black president. Who will be the next? I am just so excited for this man like this is history and I lived to see it. I just thank god because he heard our prayers. And I know Obama is gonna be the best he can be, even if he has to fight himself he will hear us, and he will go with his word. I just wanna thank everyone who did what they could do for us to see this day. See your vote does count and your voice will be heard!!

OBAMA PRESIDENT 2008

p.s. thanks to Diddy's girls they get they're recognition lol...THERES A BLACK MAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE YALL!!!

On Election Eve...

2008-11-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

My condolences go out to Barack Obamas family and I just think everyone in America needs to choose a right president and Barack is the one, he has suffered from loosing his father as a young boy, to loosing his mother at cancer and now his grandmother. He knows what needs to be changed and trust me I believe Barack will get it done without a doubt...

R.I.P

Madelyhamn Payne Dun

2008-11-03T14:29:00.000-08:00

i got a JOB!!!!

well people it took a while but god finally answered my prayers and I'm about to get another 1...Ultra is definetly on her grind lol

Shit I think I might buy myself a lil bottle or something to celebrate this weekend...Thats if I'm not working lol!!

He love me cuz I got my own...I don't need his...There aint nothing more sexy than a bitch dont ask for no money!!

yes i got my own and whatever I dont have I'm gonna get it trust and believe that

Miss Officer by Lil Wayne ft Bobby Valentino

2008-11-03T11:02:00.001-08:00

Diddy's girls have something to say

2008-11-03T10:58:00.000-08:00

These little girls are to cute...I been trying to teach PrettyboyJah how to say Obama for the longest lol...But I thought I would give you guys some type of inspiration...

I love HIM!!!

2008-11-03T10:38:00.000-08:00

ON saturday we went to the movies to see Zack and Miri make a porn. Which i must admit is fucking hilarious!!!!

On his bday I decided to back him a cake...Melizza dogged it lol jk but it was banging had to do something for my baby since I wasn't able to do much

Last but not least my baby crushed it he did the blazers with the Rugby button up and scarf looking sexy as hell lol. So yea people as you can see I been Busy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!

yes I'm late its his fault bc I'm always with him...

Come on ladies gotta love him lol

I been so busy!!!

2008-10-31T12:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry I been neglecting the blog its just been so much going on with my life. From juggling my love life, to going to school, and trying to find a job smfh...Me and Nique been busting our ass these last couple of days going to different stores. I went to Juicey Coutour, AIX, American Apparel, Ode to Benit, H&M, and Ripleys just to name a few. Like today I was like fuck it let me stop being picky I took my ass right to Mcdonalds and Dunkin Dounuts to get a job. It's so funny how one minute your on your grind and taking for granted the little things and the next your just starting to walk. I guess all I can do right now is have faith. By the way I been so busy going back and forth to see Mark that I haven't even took the time out for me. But everything will come together sooner or later

And if you like it then you should of put a ring on it!!

2008-10-20T11:46:00.000-07:00

im so excited im finally getting my 2 finger ring...I ordered it on Sunday and its ready lol!! OOO by the way Paige don't worry you know I'mma take you to the spot so you could get your bling to so don't be mad!!

2008-10-20T11:43:00.001-07:00

yesterday was the day I said goodbye...thats all Imma say

YUmmies!!

2008-10-17T16:07:00.000-07:00

Spent time with the sexy boo...Had to get a pic of those sexy lips lol...Yes he was sleep but OoO well they're still sexy...I can't wait to see his face when he sees my blog lol

P.s. They're all mine and I could have them anytime...OOO Paige did I tell you how this nigga think he could cook better me lol...come on you gotta laugh 2 that one lol...Nah but he better ask around lol he think he nice cuz he could make waffles lol love ya

When I woke up...

2008-10-17T15:58:00.001-07:00

They say life is 2 short

So why am I wasting my time

I mean it does take time

To be happy

To grow

To Exsperience

But why love?

Why does that take time

"Where is love from if theres so much hate?"

When do people finally become happy

And say I'm through with the games

When do boys grow into real men?

And when will I exsperience LOVE

I guess those are questions I have 2 wait 4

For now I just wanna be alone

Through with relationships

To much stress

And there's more 2 life than pain

So why bother?

M.I.A. and Pharell performing Paper Planes at a Diesel Party

2008-10-17T15:30:00.000-07:00

OMG M.I.A's becoming a mommy!!

OMG MIGRANES SMH!!

2008-10-17T15:28:00.000-07:00

Sources reveal that the 42-year-old was suffering from vestibular migraines, her rep said in a statement, an unusual condition that creates the sensation of vertigo.
But Jackson is now receiving treatment and she’s anxious to get back on stage.

ALL SAID AND DONE

2008-10-17T15:25:00.001-07:00

IS THERE A CHANCE THAT AUBREY MIGHT REJOIN THE GROUP? YOU KNOW THERES GONNA BE ANOTHER MAKING THE BAND SHOW LOL

MY LIFE SUCKS!!!

2008-10-17T14:56:00.000-07:00

YES MY LIFE SUCKS...WHY YOU ASK? MAYBE BC MY FREAKING MOM WORKS FOR FOUR DAYS A WEEK AS A NURSERS AID AND I HAVE TO SAY WITH ANNOYING JAHSIER!! ISN'T THAT LOVELY? LATELY I BEEN PLAYING THE MOTHER FIGURE OF THE HOUSE HOLD AND ITS REALLY HARD BC I'M IN SCHOOL AND JAHSIER DOESN'T WANNA SLEEP AT NIGHT SMH!! SOMEONE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!! I NEED IT MUCHO!! I MEAN I HAVE BEEN DOING GOOD I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW LONG ITS GONNA HOLD UP I LOVE MY PRETTY BOY JAH BUT IDK HOW LONG I CAN STAY SANE!!

P.S. DONT LET THE CUTE FACE FOOL YOU!! THAT'S THE DEVIL IN DISQUISE LOL...

tOOK cARE OF mE YEsteRDAY

2008-10-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

Took care of me yesterday lol its about time went to the hair salon got the hair did...I'm looking curly as ever lol...I also got to see my godson...(currently the love of my life lol) But yea took him and my bad ass cousin Natalie to the park smfh and then got some food. Hey what can I say this is my boring life right now lol...What I really need to focus on is my midterm coming up NEXT week smfh so scared somebody help me!! Better yet hide me lol...Yo you know what pissed me off!!! I've been trying to get in contact with the Ripleys Hiring manager for like a month and finally got in touch with her today smfh!!! Like she finally said ok I'll call you so I could schedule in interview for next week...That was like music to my ears lol

Anyways wish me luck!!!

Beyonce is Back Bitches!!!

2008-10-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

Single ladies

Ok did you know that she took about 6 red bulls for this video!! She shot this video non stop!!! That means without stopping smfh...This girl is bad and did I mention she did it in Heals? Yes nobody can top this diva...This is gonna be the next club banger!!!

If I were a Boy

This video made me cry a couple of times...Because BOYS sometimes dont know how to become MEN Beyonce wanted the boys to see what they put Women through...She also wanted a try in there shoes...This video was shot in Brooklyn...Doesnt she just look fabulous in that cop suit!!!

Yes Bitches my girl is BACKKKKKK!!!!

Happy Birthday to My Lil SIs!!!

2008-10-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

Sorry I didn't get a chance to do this yesterday but as you know I wasn't by a computer so dont feel any type of way...You know your my 1st Bestfriend and I love you to death!!!! Happy Big 1 8 lil sis and sweet heart your not grown your just 18 dont get it twisted!!

I guess I'll babysit 2 night!!

2008-10-10T16:38:00.001-07:00

Yes I'll be babysitting the little brat 2 night!!

No Friday night for me just felt like doing my mom a favor

since she never gets to go out...besides I'm sleepy anyways

Today I went to class, and came home

I was suppose to get my hair done today

but that didnt seem to work out being that

I could'nt go to Queens(long story)

anyway as soon as I came home I popped a bagel in the

oven and watched the Steve Wilkos show

Yo I love that show

Steve be punking dudes

And you know what the wierd thing is

They keep coming back like dummys smfh

But yea I came home helped my mom with laundry

then we went to a Spanish Restaurant

which I must add wasn't very good

I was fucking pissed

After that the Idus hit me and I took a long nap

And while I'm spending time with my mom I get this wierd phone

call!!

Can you guess who called me?

lol I bet you can we got into an arguement as usual

So sick of the bullshit

I just wanna be left alone

Besides I'm tryna focus!!

What part of that doesnt he understand smfh

But yea and now I gotta stay home and watch my lil brow

I'll probably go out when my mom comes home

lmao

yea imma bad ass!!

Marc Jacobs Leather Zip Around Wallet

2008-10-10T16:24:00.000-07:00

$550 @ Saks 5th Avenue...I think the color is so luxurious and the wallet is just to cute!! I gotta have it!!

Happy Birthday!!!

2008-10-10T16:11:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Monique a.k.a. Prettyblack a.k.a. Sis N Law lol hope your birthday wishes are full of love and happiness!! No more fake I.d's for you Missy that means alcohols and VIP @ the club boo LOL happy 21st!! Love you mucho!!

Beyonce on the cover of ESSENCE

2008-10-10T16:05:00.000-07:00

omg finally she opens us up to her new life!!!