Charice Pempengco-I have Nothing

ok before you judge just listen and you'll become a fan!!! This girl is only 15 years old and has the voice of a grown women!!! I love her voice...so jealous!!

Charlie Baltimore????

Yes people believe it! Ms thing was spotted Chilling @ the Editor editor in Chief of XXL Mag Datwon Thomas for his b-day on mothers day at the Hotel on Rivington in the NYC. If you have no idea who this is she is BIggie's First Baby Mother and she was signed to Murder INC. Ring a bell! She looks mighty nice with that hint of crimson rinse in her hair.

Rihanna and Chris OMG!!!!

NOooooooooo!! Im so hating Rihanna right now! Chris is my man damnit!!!

OOOps forgot 1 song

Hurt Again By Mary J Blige

Gotta get my Heart back by Keysha Coles

Song of the day....

Am I at breaking point?

I wear glasses to cover up the pain in my eyes...

Short Tick

As I try to look forward

Somethings always calling me back

My mind begins to loose track

And I begin to fall back

I try to erase you

But somehow I'm always keeping trace of you

What your doing?

Where your at?

My heart is like a ticking bomb

It keeps ticking till it cracks

Your the only person who has the key

But your not sitting around waiting for me

Loosing Love

I so long for you not as if you long for me

I want more of what we never could be

I wish all the pain could just go away

But it wont leave today

For some reason it wants to stay

Like a disease

Or a cold you cant get rid of

The only cure is love

How do you find it again?

When you cant loose it?

Dead Eyes

Looking at old photographs

Tears down my eyes

Faces turning red

Damn I dont wanna cry

Looking out the window

Looking for hope

But instead you take me as a joke

I wanna get you back

Make you feel like I do

Wish I didnt need you

Hope your happy

Cuz I'm not

I'm like a melting pot

A lil hurt here

Suicide there

Cuts unhealed everywhere

Mixed together

No one could save me

I could only save me from myself

Everyone of these poems came from me and how I felt...

Beautiful Nightmare

Neyo Closer

Ok when I first saw this video I said wtf is this shit...I liked the song but I didnt like the video and I was like who the hell made the video. But then when he went on 106 and Park I was like ooo hell yeah this shit is hot!! And did yall know Neyo could get light? Yeah he got light on 106...If you missed it you suck. Cuz even I was getting hype lol

And here I thought his cd would be wack

Ok ill admit it I thought he was wack, couldnt sing, and needed a new stylist lol. But his albums kinda hot. And you know what I love this song. Its called I love your girl. After going to my dear friend Kennys show in Queens, I heard it and I was like who sings this? Yo on some real shit I thought it was freaking T Pain lol...Shh dont say nothing! But ok people I know so leave me alone!! LOL ...Enjoy...

Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon...Married?

Rumor has it that 38 year old Mariah Carey and 27 year old Nick Cannon got married on Wednesday. Niether one of their publicist are gettting back to the press. But it is said that Mrs Cannon I might as well say was spotted wearing a huge ring at the Tribeca Festival.(Which also looks like a 17 karot ring once proposed with another woman. hint hint) She was there for the movie "Tennessee" where she plays a waitress. Nick Cannon was also spotted by her side that evening. Rumors started esculating then that maybe they might be a couple. Latina.com was the first to report that the couple got married in the Bahamas on Friday and later this Wednesday the New York post got it. This would be Cannon's first marriage but Carey's second. She famously wed top music executive Tommy Mottola in an extravagant wedding in 1993. They had a bitter divorce in 1998. Lets hope them the best.

Boys are from Venus!

I hate boys!!! Why in the middle of nowhere when I was minding my own business...I get a text message basically cursing me out I mean sweety lets be serious...How long ago was it that we stopped talking and for you to carry on a stupid arguement it only tells me that you still have issues of being alone and you need somebody...Sorry but that somebodys not me!! And then right after this whole incident...mind you im @ work an old friend gets an additude with me just because he told me to wake him up smh! Like wtf I'm like so sick of everyone !! Im just gonna give you a tiny lil clue when you said stop callling you I'm really not gonna call you I dont care if It was a joke or you made a mistake...I'm done playing misses nice guy...find somebody else to walk all over!!

Have I faded from sneakers?

Is the tomboy/urban/funky girl fading? Idk my style is slowly going to shoes and button ups!!!! oooo no!! That means I'm getting old lol!! No but maybe its because I'm not that inspired anymore. Which means I need to stop procrastinating and do what I got to do. Because my drive isn't there anymore. Fashion is turning into my identity but not my life. I wanna start saying what i'm doing but the fact is I need to start over I gotta start from scratch.

I gotta find me again and what makes me happy!!

New VIDEo"sssssssssss

Lupe Hip Hop Saved Me

I really love this video, and song its very real...and of course I love Lupe he did his thing on this...got to love it

Lupe Fiasco Paris Tokyo

This one goes out to you Paigers since you love it so damn much ooo well what am I saying I love it to lol...but yea another hit Lupe keep it up

Rihanna Take a Bow

Yes ladies I dedicate this exspecially to you because I'm pretty sure we all been this bullshit lol but yea this is my song for the week because this is how I feel sick of putting up and I'm not anymore for once I could say I'm tired and I'm not gonna take it anymore...It's time for me to forget and move on becuz if I dont forget It'll hurt even more than it already does now

Omg its been a long time!!!

Well i have so much to share with you guys...

Ultra is a god mommy...

As of April 23rd my godson Jamier Maurice Jordan was born @ 10 am wieghing 8 pounds

and 10 oz...

And yes ladies he's a cutie

Besides that I've been working and also

getting ready with SM

Yes we finally have a name and soon will have a blog!!

And then many more...

Life is good I guess I could say

Making money

smiling

boyfriend free

And just living my life like its golden...

Like my homie Paige would say

"With or without you!!"

Omg its been a long time!!!

Gossip Girls is Back ! !

Starting April 8th @ 8 on the channel CW11...Gossip girls will be showing a totally new episode. So look out for this one...You know they dont like to do repeats lol

Living Lohan

Lindsey Lohans family is having a new reality show coming soon. And guess who wont be in the show....Yes you guessed it Lindsey Lohan !! This show will basically show the true side of there family and also address the issues of her lil sis. She no longer wants to be shown as another up and coming Jamie Spears because she is a good girl. So look forward to that.

Please tell me I dont look like this girl !!!

Yo why is everyone going around saying I look like her? I mean she's not ugly or nothing...it's just not a twin we just dont look alike !! What do you think?

Pregnant Man???

Yo this has got to be the freakiest thing I've seen for the first 18 and 1/2 years of my life. I mean don't get me wrong I dont judge people. But how fare is this to your child? Imagine how they have to grow up finding out that the person they call dad was once a woman. Or are they gonna wait till they're child goes on the internet one day and see's dad posing for the camera. All I got to say is what is this world coming to? What doe's the gay community feel about this matter? I mean I'm not saying that gay couples shouldn't have kids. I'm just saying that a woman who is with a woman who turned thereself into a man shouldn't!!

Throwback...

YO this video really brought back memories. I was watching a special on Mary J Blige on BET, and this was really her turning point. If your going through something and you feel you wanna give up just keep your head up and believe in yourself and know that you can get through it no matter what!!