Am I at breaking point?

I wear glasses to cover up the pain in my eyes...

Short Tick

As I try to look forward

Somethings always calling me back

My mind begins to loose track

And I begin to fall back

I try to erase you

But somehow I'm always keeping trace of you

What your doing?

Where your at?

My heart is like a ticking bomb

It keeps ticking till it cracks

Your the only person who has the key

But your not sitting around waiting for me

Loosing Love

I so long for you not as if you long for me

I want more of what we never could be

I wish all the pain could just go away

But it wont leave today

For some reason it wants to stay

Like a disease

Or a cold you cant get rid of

The only cure is love

How do you find it again?

When you cant loose it?

Dead Eyes

Looking at old photographs

Tears down my eyes

Faces turning red

Damn I dont wanna cry

Looking out the window

Looking for hope

But instead you take me as a joke

I wanna get you back

Make you feel like I do

Wish I didnt need you

Hope your happy

Cuz I'm not

I'm like a melting pot

A lil hurt here

Suicide there

Cuts unhealed everywhere

Mixed together

No one could save me

I could only save me from myself

Everyone of these poems came from me and how I felt...